I absolutely love it here in malta. I'm so proud to say that this is where I'm from. look how beautiful it is!

Gaining =(

aahhhh since i had the unfill i have absolutely no restriction and have gained about 3kg
we've been going out to eat every night and i have not been exerting any will power. goes to show how much i actually rely on the band!
i know i will lose those 3kgs before i get home because i am doing another 2 week tour and will be walking non stop but it's scary to think how quickly bad habits return.
so excited to get home and continue my journey and hopefully lose another 20-30kg in the next year

One year on...what a difference!

one year bandiversary!

yayy! wish I had lost a full 100lbs but 95 is close enough :P
you will have to wait until i get home to write a lengthy post about it though!

nearly my one year bandiversary!

yayy :)

43kg/95lbs down!

Goals and home

i am dying to get home to start a fresh chapter in my life
my goal weight for my birthday is 70kg. i'm currently at 83kg and my birthday is on january 31st so it's possible and exciting!
i'm so excited!
my sister's 21st birthday is in june next year and i would love to be at goal
when i get home i'm hoping to join the gym and start working out
although i've lost about 5kg since being away i still feel sluggish with all the booze i've been drinking so a detox is a must!

Emergency unfill in Malta!

wow what an experience!
the last week or so i havent been able to eat much at all. constantly feeling sick and stuck so i booked in at a hospital that performs lap band surgery. the silly nurses booked me in with the wrong doctor!
i had traveled from the other island so i had to have it done by a doctor who had never done lap band adjustments. after a few jabs he finally found the port and took out 2cc.
i hope it does the trick because ive been in agony this past week and have been scared to eat!
fingers crossed!