Fallen off the wagon

I just can't keep motivated anymore
Went for my second fill today
Surprisingly on the doctors scale I've maintained the same weight but on my scale I've gained :S
I ate out plenty this fortnight and did not pay attention to anything I ate
No restriction either

She says I now have 5cc in a 10cc band so hopefully this will give me the restriction i need
i know i shouldn't rely on my band all the time but i just cant help it!

fingers crossed this week is better

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  1. AngelaOctober 12, 2011 at 7:18 PM

    Oh I hear ya!! I am doing Weight Watchers (well, supposed to be anyway) and I have been off the wagon for about 2 weeks now. I just am not in the right frame of mind. I'm sure I've gained about 2 kgs...

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  2. AnonymousOctober 13, 2011 at 5:33 PM

    I am at 5cc too :) It's tough sometimes. Do you feel like you rely on the band to do all the work? I know I do. And when I don't see results I always think I need to be tighter, when in fact I just need to be more disciplined! You're doing really great!

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