From one extreme to the other...
Man have I been eating too much since my unfill
I kept blaming it on my period, but now it's just stupidity
when I was too tight, I knew when to stop because I would get that unbearable pain in my chest
now I feel like I can eat and eat and eat until I go blue in the face
And I'm eating alot of junk
I really hate this lack of control
I know that being too tight was very unhealthy and was a horrible experience
but I'm desperate for another fill
I kept blaming it on my period, but now it's just stupidity
when I was too tight, I knew when to stop because I would get that unbearable pain in my chest
now I feel like I can eat and eat and eat until I go blue in the face
And I'm eating alot of junk
I really hate this lack of control
I know that being too tight was very unhealthy and was a horrible experience
but I'm desperate for another fill
Hang in there Alyce! I've been going through the same thing late, only I actually did have a fill. It's very frustrating!
ReplyDeleteYou still need your willpower. The band can help, but we still need to be able to say no to food. I struggle. I still emotional eat. I know I shouldn't, but I do.
ReplyDeleteSometimes our eating isn't just about how tight/loose our band is. ;)
Frustrating!!! There seems to be a few of us going through a bit of this :)
ReplyDeleteHang in there, we will make it!!
Alyce we are in the exact same boat!!! we need to paddle together. I am eating so much junk food its not even funny. Hang in there missy. Talk to you soon. Take care
ReplyDeleteMaybe you need some fill fine-tuning. I was so surprised that .5cc made such a difference. 4cc was too loose. 5.5cc was too tight. 5cc is too loose. So, back I'll go for a .25cc fill. SO tiny, but if .5 can make so much difference, then I guess that little smidgen could too.
ReplyDeleteHang in there! It's so hard to find the best spot!
hang in there! It sounds as though you need some fine tuning. Even a tiny bit can make a difference.
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