After 22 years, I've finally started to look forward to exercising!
This is a big thing for me
I HATED any sort of physical activity
I was the type of girl who would fake having my period every week to get out of gym class at school
For my birthday, I asked my parents for two things...
1. The biggest loser wii game
2. A bodybugg or a similar kind of gadget
See a pattern?
Both are exercise related!
I've been watching reruns of the biggest loser everyday
and seeing those contestants get pushed to their limits has finally made me realise that just because I'm fat doesn't mean I'm going to have a heart attack and die from exercising!
The biggest loser game is AH-MAZZZZIINGGGG!
Seriously, I can't rave about it enough
My body hates me right now and is hurting in places that I didn't even know existed =P
I actually look forward to my workouts
and it makes me sweat like crazy
I just bought the bodymediafit armband and I'm so excited to start using it
My only task now is to focus on my eating
I lasted on the optifast for 2 days because giving in
and I gave up on the 5 Day pouch test on day 3
I don't eat much throughout that day, but when I do eat it is always junk
My mum had diabetes, yet she still buys so much chocolate and crap that it makes me wonder/worry about how seriously she is taking this
I hate having junk food in the house, both for my sake and her sake
But everytime we have visitors and she opens that box of chocolates, I end up craving them every second of the day
Enough is enough,
Tomorrow I will not let a chocolate touch my lips