Sunday, September 12, 2010

I don't want to fail...

But I have been starving the past week and have been eating so much junk
Although I don't think I have been exceeding my calorie intake, I still find myself craving and nibbling on junk food

The first fill was useless...
for some reason it made me even more hungry

I'm hoping that the doctor will give me a bigger fill next week instead of the routine 1.5cc

I'm trying so hard to restrain myself
But I find myself hungry every single hour of the day!

I guess I'm not the only one that this has happened to,
but it is really frustrating!

On a brighter note, this is a photo I took today
I bought a new top and new eyeliner and needed to show them off =P


Nikki P said...

Hi Alyce,
Try not to be to disheartened. I know it is hard and I am finding myself in much the same boat as you. My fills haven't done much as yet and I find I can still eat almost anything at any time.
Keep your chin up and just take each day as they come.
Nikki :)

DiZneDiVa said...

It sometimes takes a couple fills to get good restriction. It can be very frustrating... but you'll get there. *Maria*-blogger from "This one time at BAND Camp..." Follow my journey at

Janelle said...

This why it is called Bandster Hell!! You will get through it, just hang in there!

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